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  DREAMING WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN

  HOLLYWOOD LEGENDS

  BOOK TWO

  MARY J. WILLIAMS

  © 2016 MARY J. WILLIAMS

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Want to know how to motivate yourself to write a book? Have your favorite football team lose the Super Bowl. On the last play. With an interception. The next day I was so depressed I tuned out all media. No TV, no internet, no newspapers — nothing. And I started to write. I’m still writing. As you can see, a little motivation can do wonders. Football will play a big part in my next series of books due out next year. And since I’m writing the ending? No interceptions. Guaranteed. Happy reading everyone.

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  MORE BOOKS BY MARY J. WILLIAMS

  Harper Falls Series

  If I Loved You

  If Tomorrow Never Comes

  If You Only Knew

  If I Had You (Christmas in Harper Falls)

  Hollywood Legends Series

  Dreaming With a Broken Heart

  TABLE OF CONTENTS

  About the Author

  How to Get in Touch

  More Books by Mary J. Williams

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Epilogue

  Coming Soon

  TO MY SISTER IVY

  WITH ALL MY LOVE

  PROLOGUE

  NATE LANDIS NEVER thought much about the way he looked.

  Women seemed to like his face. That was genetics. He was the son of Hollywood royalty. Alone, they turned heads. Together, they dazzled. It made sense that they would pass some of that on.

  Nate took it in stride. He was strong. Healthy. His body was trained to do what he wanted it to do, under what could only be called extreme situations. He ate right, worked hard, and played harder.

  At some point, his lifestyle would catch up with him. Age would take care of that. Right now, he was in his prime. If he wanted to scale a mountain, that’s what he did. Jump from a plane? A piece of cake. Race car driving. Deep sea diving. You name it; Nate was the first one in line.

  When he was three years old, his mother called him her little daredevil. Fearless, she swore he gave her wrinkles for worrying what he would get into next. Nate would always laugh, peering closely at Callie Flynn’s flawless complexion. What wrinkles? In her fifties, she was, and would always be, one of the movie industry’s great beauties. Nothing he or his brothers did could alter that.

  As Nate stepped to the edge of the cliff, he didn’t think about the two-hundred-foot drop. He’d jumped from higher than this. It was what he did. And he did it better than anyone else. For some reason, today he thought about his mother.

  Callie never discouraged him from pursuing danger, even though Nate knew she wished he had chosen a safer way to make a living. She didn’t say so, but he knew she worried about his safety. It didn’t stop him — he seldom thought about it. Until today. As he waited for the director to signal the camera was rolling, for the first time Nate let himself worry about his mother’s reaction if something happened to him.

  He shook off the morbid thought. Now wasn’t the time. He needed to focus. Ninety-nine percent of the time, if something went wrong, it was due to a loss of focus. Nate took a deep breath. He cleared his mind. Three flashes of light. That was his signal. He squared his shoulders, coiled his body. And jumped.

  Nate Landis was a stuntman. Some might say it was his calling. If a director needed it done big and done right, that person called him. Nate loved his job.

  He let his body relax as he sailed through the air. The count in his head was precise. If he pulled the ripcord too soon, the shot would be ruined. Too late, he risked ending up a pile of broken bones.

  Nate planned every stunt. He worked out the timing, the logistics, and the angles. He never let anyone perform a stunt unless he tested it. Over and over again. He refused to rush. Anxious directors. Bottom-line producers. Some tried to push him into cutting corners.

  Few things made Nate lose his temper. His brother Garrett claimed Nate had the longest, slowest burning fuse in history. But he had his hot buttons. Endangering himself and his crew was one of them. Last year, a director, trying to save time, ran a stunt when Nate was away from the set. Poorly conceived and executed, two stuntmen went to the hospital with second-degree burns.

  Todd Winesap went to the hospital with a broken jaw and a tarnished reputation.

  It took a lot to make Nate mad. But watch out when it happened.

  Nate ran the count through his head. Eight, nine, ten. He gave the cord a firm, steady pull. Smooth as glass, the chute opened. Even so, he traveled at a high speed. The parachute was safety measure number one. Number two was the large, air-filled target waiting below.

  Having done this stunt hundreds of times, Nate knew what to expect and how it should feel. And he knew when something was wrong.

  The air bag, that Nate had personally supervised the placement of, wasn’t where it was supposed to be. He didn’t have the time to wonder how that had happened. If he didn’t act fast, he wouldn’t be around to beat the shit out of the asshole responsible.

  Grabbing the guide strings, Nate pulled a hard right with all his considerable strength — and prayed.

  CHAPTER ONE

  HOLLYWOOD WAS AN unforgiving town with a long memory.

  Drugs could be forgiven. Drunk driving. Spousal abuse. Those things could be forgiven. In the movie industry, your worth was measured by one thing — box office returns. Three strikes, you’re out.

  Early in his career, Caleb Landis knew the meaning of holding on by his fingertips. He was young, inexperienced, and hungry. That meant working all the angles. No one opened any doors for a dirt-poor would-be producer. That was fine with him. He had no problem barreling his way in. His take no prisoners attitude earned him respect. And enemies.

  Hard work. Long hours. Sacrifice. Eventually, it paid off. Caleb’s career spanned over four decades. He had money and power. The shelves of his office were lined with every award the industry could give him.

  When a movie had the name Landis attached to it, the world knew they were getting quality.

  Sitting back, Caleb looked around the table with pride. His family. That was his greatest accomplishment. The fame and money meant nothing compared to the joy of knowing the most important people in the world surrounded him. The people he loved. The people who loved him.

  It all started and ended with his Callie.

  Screen goddess to the world. To him, protector of his heart.

  H
e had no doubt the first time he saw her. He knew she was the woman he wanted to spend his life with. She was the only woman he would ever love. Their life hadn’t been the fairy tale some people made it out to be. They had their ups and downs. But through it all, one thing never changed. Their unshakable love.

  His beautiful wife had given him four strong, healthy sons. Men a father could be proud of.

  Wyatt was the oldest. Like Caleb, a producer. The difference was he trusted his gut. If a project felt right, he fought until he got it made. Wyatt was a thinker. His first concern was the bottom line. They had squared off more than once about artistry versus the almighty dollar.

  The end was always the same. He and Wyatt were different enough that butting heads was inevitable. They had enough similarities to put those differences aside. The most important thing was the movie. Together they made art — and money.

  Caleb’s gaze moved to the other side of the table. The laugh he heard was a deeper version of his sweet Callie’s. It made him smile. Colton. The youngest of his four boys. He was the only one to follow his mother’s lead, stepping in front of the camera to make his mark. And what a mark it was going to be.

  Colt had a face the camera loved. The first offer to put him in the movies came when he was only a year old. The offers kept coming. Callie didn’t want any of her sons to be child stars. Caleb agreed.

  Growing up was hard enough. In Beverly Hills, the temptations were magnified. Caleb and Callie did their best to give their children as normal a childhood as possible. Family dinners. Game night. Backyard barbecues. If that childhood included trips to Cannes and vacations on private yachts, so what? This was their version of normal. It wasn’t perfect. But then, what was?

  Colton was one of the biggest movie stars in the world. In public, that meant screaming fans and preferential treatment. At dinner with his family, he was expected to set the table and dry the dishes. It was true when he was ten. It was true now, even if his last movie did break box office records.

  Then there was Garrett. Caleb sat back smiling when he heard his middle son complaining to his mother.

  “What is the world coming to when a man’s family takes sides against him?”

  “First, Jade is your family. And ours.” Callie patted Jade’s hand. “Second. She’s right. You’re wrong. End of discussion.”

  “Hey.” Garrett looked at the two women. His mother on his right. The love of his life on his left. There was no rock. No hard place. With a snap of his fingers, there would be a thousand men lined up to take his place. He was no fool. He knew he had it good. “I give up,” he said, wisely conceding the point.

  Dazzled by Jade’s smile, Garrett melted. He tucked a lock of her long, silky red hair behind her ear. The unconsciously intimate gesture had his parents smiling with approval.

  “A wise decision, son.” Caleb nodded at Garrett with a wink. “When you realize your lady is the brains in the relationship, the sailing will be much smoother.”

  “Where are you on Exile?”

  Garrett and Jade were just back from Vancouver where he had finished principal shooting on his current film. His last project had garnered him an Oscar nomination for best director. Caleb believed this one would win his son the statue.

  “I’m in the studio next week. The soundtrack needs some tweaking, but the composer assures me it will be ready.”

  “It better be,” Wyatt added. “The Los Angeles Philharmonic doesn’t come cheap. You have them for a week. That’s all the budget will allow. After that, I’ll take it out of your salary.”

  “It’s my own fault for working with family,” Garrett sighed. “I could knock any other producer on his ass if he talked to me like that. Mommy would have a fit if I bruised her baby’s face.”

  “Jade, you’re marrying an idiot.”

  “Pardon my French in advance, Mom.” Garrett gave Wyatt the finger, and then added, “Fuck you, Wyatt.”

  “Nice mouth, brother. You might think about washing it out with soap before kissing your woman.” Out of Callie’s sight, Wyatt flipped Garrett the bird.

  “I just brushed. How about kissing me instead?”

  “Nate!”

  Callie was across the room in a flash. Instead of jumping into his arms, as was her custom, she held back. She knew the doctor said Nate’s ribs were healed, but she was his mother. The thought of causing him the slightest pain was unthinkable.

  “Where’s your sling?”

  “Gone for good. Thank God.”

  Nate’s left arm was still in a cast. With little effort, he used his right to swing Callie in a circle. The comforting scent of roses and vanilla drifted around him. As always, it took him back to his childhood when she would tuck him in at night. Burying his face in her hair, he breathed deeply.

  Mother. Love. Safety. From the time he was born, she had steered him with a gentle yet firm hand. There was a fine line between controlling and supportive. Callie Flynn showed her sons by example that a woman could thrill the world with her acting and still be the best mother anyone could ask for. Nate affectionately kissed the top of her head. What would he have done without this woman?

  “We didn’t think you were going to make it.” Callie took his good hand, leading him to the table. “Sit. I’ll get you a plate. I swear, since the accident you’ve wasted away to nothing.”

  Colt snorted in disbelief. “How can you tell? The man is a freaking brick wall.”

  “Callie’s right.” Jade smiled at Nate. “You look thinner.”

  “I knew the woman couldn’t keep her eyes off me. Tell me you’ve finally realized you picked the wrong brother.”

  “One more word and I’ll forget you’re my twin.” Garrett turned to Jade. “I always felt sorry for him. I got the looks, the brains, and the charm. And Nate got the…? What did Nate get?”

  “The ability to kick your ass?” Nate flexed his impressive biceps. “And more women than even Colton could handle.”

  “Hey,” Colt interjected. “That’s my reputation as a man-whore you’re besmirching. What would the tabloids say if word got out that my brother was getting more women than I was?”

  “Don’t listen to him, Colt.” Garrett loved jabbing at his twin. Just as Nate loved returning the favor. The sport never grew old. “He overcompensated for his shortcomings by living in the gym. I suppose some women find brawn over brains attractive.”

  “More than a few.”

  “Enough.” Callie chuckled. She had heard this banter for years. “You,” she said to Nate, “stop talking — eat. And you,” she looked at Garrett. “Leave your brother in peace for five minutes.”

  Thanking her with a smile, Nate took the plate from his mother. It overflowed with roast beef, mashed potatoes, fresh green beans, all drowned in rich, brown gravy. Adding three fresh baked rolls from the basket on the table, Nate was a happy man.

  The truth was, since the accident on the movie set last month, he hadn’t been himself. It would be different if he could work. Keeping busy was the best way to calm his mind and body. Unfortunately, the injuries he had sustained kept him sidelined.

  Too much time on his hands. Too much time to think about what had gone wrong. The botched stunt could have ended in tragedy. Thanks to his quick reflexes, physical strength, and determination not to end up in a heap of mangled bones, Nate walked away with a few cracked ribs and a broken arm. The only reason he stayed the night in the hospital was to appease his mother. The doctor assured her Nate didn’t have a concussion. Callie didn’t want to take any chances. One night of observation was a small price to pay for his mother’s peace of mind.

  It didn’t hurt that his nurse was a curvy brunette with warm, soft hands.

  “I know that smile.” Wyatt shook his head. “Which conquest are you thinking about now?”

  “You wouldn’t give me such a hard time if you were getting laid more often.” Remembering where he was, Nate gave his mother a repentant grin. “Sorry.”

  “Your brother’s love
life is his own business,” Callie said firmly.

  “Thank you.” Wyatt gave Nate a take that glare.

  “Though…”

  “Ah, crap.” Wyatt’s head fell forward, his chin hitting his chest.

  “Come on, Wyatt,” Garrett laughed with delight. “Every man lives to have his mother discuss his sex life.”

  “There will be no discussion,” Callie assured her oldest. “I’m just saying. Once you’ve been sexually active, going cold turkey isn’t healthy for the mind or body.”

  “Thanks for not talking about it,” Wyatt mumbled.

  “I have a friend whose daughter would be perfect.”

  “Callie,”

  Everyone at the table recognized that tone in Caleb’s voice. The boys had heard it often when growing up. Better than a raised hand, it had the ability to keep them on the straight and narrow. He rarely used that deep, in charge, producer’s voice with his wife. When he did, she knew she crossed the line into an area he didn’t approve of. Sometimes she listened; sometimes she barreled ahead. Today, she silently conceded that her husband was right.

  “Fine.”

  Callie patted Wyatt’s hand. Looking deep into his eyes, she saw the lingering pain that he never seemed to completely shake. A bad marriage that ended in his wife’s death wasn’t something he could easily get over. Questions about whether the car crash had been accidental or deliberate still lingered. He carried around the guilt even though the marriage had ended well before Stephanie’s death.

  Nate decided it was time to throw his big brother a lifeline. They gave each other a ton of grief, but when it came down to it, the four of them were the other’s best friends.

  “I finally tracked down the witness.”

  “What?” Callie’s expressive eyes widened. “When? Why didn’t you say something sooner? What did he say?”